Tuesday, April 30, 2013

April 28,2013


I wanted all of you to know that I love you so much.  I am out here for a purpose greater then I could have ever imagined.  I feel as if I am being continually called to the work.  I feel the power of God surround me each and every day.  I feel as if every part of being here on a mission fits in with my eternal calling.  Never before have I felt the total effects of every aspect of the gospel build upon what I already know with such strength as to never be moved.  I can feel his love and oft times I sit and wonder why me.  Why did you want me to have this calling do I even deserve such a great gift, and the voice in my mind cries out that I am a daughter of worth.  God knows my purpose.  He called me here because he knows me, what I did in my past life and what I want now.  I want him to be proud I want him to know that I can and that I know I will for him.  My life is an echo of his never ending grace.  I know he lives I don't have the faith any more I wish I could tell you there is concrete evidence to prove what I know but there isn't it is the constant voice in my head that says he knows.  He is there he is listening and he knows.  He knows every beat of my heart, he knows my weaknesses he knows my strengths and he knows me.  He knows me. I often wonder why would He someone so perfect lay down his life for someone as imperfect as I? Why would he cry in agony for my sins, for my troubles, my weaknesses, my pains, and my hardships?  I know he did it for me because he knew what I could become and for that I am eternally grateful, and I his daughter am eternally His!
Sister Shaylin Cawley


Mt Vernon Tulip Fest


New Haircut.....I guess by not smiling you remain humble

                                                                        
         Companion's socks...I hope she doesn't come home with these (by accident, of course...LOL) 

Stupid tonsils is the first thing I have to say...Did you know if you have tonsils the greater risk you have at getting strep throat.  No, I don't have strep throat but I am under watch.  I love people too much and that will always be my downfall.  There is a family that we are teaching that all has strep and one of them has had it for long enough that it has moved into her blood...eek.  Anyway I am not the only one under watch one of my companions is too but I am the only one with the symptoms showing.  I am still out doing the work though.  I will push until I can’t go any more.  I don't know if Jesus ever took a day off! Any way as you probably guessed I am serving in a three pack.  My companions are so cool and I know you would all love them.  One of them is Sister Stumpf who is so sweet she is just a little taller than me and loves bananas! She has this thing she does called the Traveling Nanas which is if you remember the flat Stanley thing it is kind of like that you take pictures in random places with this nana and you make a scrapbook or whatever and you also send the pictures to her.  I will be getting one soon and I will send a picture to you all!  The other one is Sister Anderson she is a new 19 year old and is loving her mission!  We all love to laugh in fact we have had many laugh attacks which in reality makes me miss the good days with Ashlee Cawley!  We are serving in Mt. Vernon home of a tulip festival.  It ended last week but Sister Stumpf drove us past it on the way somewhere.  It was pretty it reminded me of Holland, MI and I even started singing the song a little this week.  I have met some amazing people here and I am so excited to take you all back here at some point to meet some of the people that have changed my life.  Three of which are hoping to get baptized soon.  They are the family with strep that we see three to four times a week as they are working towards May 11.  There is Liddie the mom, Molly the 12 year old, and Alondra the 8 year old who loves the missionaries and has a lot of questions.  They also have a dog that is like in love with me.  It’s a Chihuahua.  I don't know how to spell that word.  Ha ha. So there is also a lady names Alejandra who is almost 21 with two kids 5 year old Nevaeh (heaven spelled backwards) and 1 year old Chulo (Handsome). She wants to be baptized as soon as she gets married just like Liddie.  We are also working alongside a recent convert who is having us do a service project here in May.  Basically her dog is having babies and it was like a surprise for everyone so she doesn't want to help her little dog have the babies so we are going to help the dog have babies so if anyone knows how we can do that or what we need to do and not do that would be much appreciated! Also this same family owns a restaurant that we are going to go to and try the food.  We have to try the grasshopper taco, the cow tongue taco, and the cow intestine taco.  Yummy I am so excited but I am going to try them all I figure what can it hurt right?  It is going to be very interesting I am kind of concerned about it all.  Any way trying new things doesn't hurt right.  I think the only problem is me seeing the grasshopper whole before I eat it.  Can’t be any worse than a shot so….. yep.  YUMMY! Ha ha.  Let’s see what else is new? I can’t think of anything.   I am happy for Caitlin and maybe somebody can send me invitations she send out I really want to see it.  At least be a part of my best friend’s wedding somehow.  I understand life gets busy and she probably just forgot about me, but I want to be a part of it in any way that I can even though I am on a mission.  Maybe I can write her a letter or something.  But any way if you could send me that I would appreciate it.  I am sad I forgot the dates of Tennyson's and Maggie's birthday I thought Tennyson's was the 28th but I wasn't sure.  I decided not to send a card though oh well who knows what a three year old would do with it.  I will send something better though!  Maggie's is the 4th of May? I can't remember.  I am happy that Ashley is taking the next step in her life and Josh is getting good at writing.  I love you all so much and I am so happy to be able to talk to you all once a week on the internet.  It is great to tell you all what is going on here.  I am still working on creating the perfect package for you all but it’s a work in progress. Please stay safe and know I love you!
Shaylin Cawley



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